That late night dinner I had my favourite Gobi alloo and
chapati. Suddenly after dinner felt uneasy and a little discomfort as if I was
having a heart attack. Just by little ignorance everybody assumed that acidity
is very common so u have one. Got an
antacid and again rushed to emergency after 3 hours due to discomfort. Guys
this was the beginning....... a beginning which introduced to me a phase where
people after having all the comforts, love , money, perfect marriage and some true , supportive and
loving friends but still have that shallow feeling from inside. Something went
blank, my mind stopped responding to my own self. There was tingling in my
arms, electric shock in my legs. I could see my legs having those electric
shocks and that fear of losing life was evitable. That was the moment I felt I
didn’t want to die. I realised how much i love my life and my self. With such
tough time and the most unstable phase my husband cooperated so much with me he
made sure that I should be given the utmost priority and love affection he gave
is and will always be incomparable. Immediately taking a decision to go to a
doctor n Delhi will help out now I decided to go to cardiologists which after
seeing my face said u can’t have a heart issue still got my TMT done as usual
no issue. Now by this time i had about 18 injections probably 50 pills but
nothing helped. Fortunately my uncle said her symptom shows she has a B12
deficiency and here we go something a vitamin deficiency I don’t believe
this.... What the heck i would have a deficiency and for this i would fly ...
at the cost of my new job......still though why not to get it checked........
since nothing was helping so how about trying this......... and a day
later..... the result came positive having a major B12 deficiency had actually
made me fly........ I had touch time dealing with this having every night
hallucinations that I will die was making life difficult for me. I use to hold
my father’s feet and sleep. Telling a 60 year old man that please wake me up
and tell me that whether I am alive was difficult for him. Feeling of having
Ice in Delhi winters was surprising for everyone ...... the craving for ice or
icecream made every body in the family very happy as they the typical Punjabis
thought I am pregnant..... but guys come out of it ......... life is so
inevitable so unpredictable anything can happen anytime.
Hard facts!!!!!! This deficiency can make you
helpless........ fearful ( scared to go to bathroom) ..... infertile..... loss
of appetite.... and is very common among vegans....... so do not leave milk and
egg.....! No alcohol and no stress.....money and job will always be there....
but this peace and inner strength will fade away if nt taken care...
cheers...!
